just realised something. if we want to take a picture with something beautiful, we wont be able to see it when the picture is being taken cos we will be backfacing it. Being able to see that beautiful thing would mean not looking into the camera. does this apply to life too? we dont always see the beautiful things happening to us when we are in the picture, only when its over and we look back then we actually realised that we are part of the beautiful things in the picture. is it why we dont ever appreciate the present and keep looking back on the past?
okay maybe this is crap. just just of it suddenly.